recently, aku dah buat satu keputusan yang agak mementingkan diri sendiri...
i didn't know whether i've done the right thing or didn't do it right....
aduuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really hope this just a crush that will over soon...
aku takut dia tak paham...aku harap sangat dia paham...the more time i will spend with her, the more i am starting like her... dia baik... sangat baik.... sanggup luang banyak masa dengan aku...sanggup dengar aku membebel... sanggup kena sakat ngan aku selalu...
i hate this feeling... the moment just not right... aku belum established lagi... aku kena pikir kan hidup aku dulu... kerja, kerjaya or apa2 la yang can prove "them" wrong...
Takpela kot... dia pun ada je orang yang care pasal dia... diorang pun dah suka sama suka...
I've been in that situation, and i know what her "partner" will feel if he find out...
Dorang dah lama... so sweet to see them together... i notice that from the tone that she gave to him while they speak on the phone...mmmmmm...
i have to make a firm decision... if she know me better, she will understand or sooner or later, or one day..... she will get it why i've to do this.... just to let u know, it is the hardest part to do all this thing...
mungkin la benda yang selalu dia mention kat aku bila kitorang borak2 dah jadi kenyataan...
dia selalu cakap... "jahat la u ni".... hmmmm.... mungkin aku betul2 jahat....
thanks for everything... who knows, one day we will meet again...
we see how la....
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